| Location | Newcastle-under-lyme |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/08/2009 |
| Date of Death | 23/08/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,719 since 30/08/2009 |
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On 24th January 2009 me and my partner were overjoyed to discover we were expecting our first baby.We had our first scan on the 9th March it was amazing to see our little baby for the first time.They gave us our due date of 28th september.
On our 20 week scan we had both decided we wanted to know the sex of our baby.They checked everything was ok,baby had a very strong heartbeat and we were then told we were having a boy!!.Great news.We tryed very hard to keep it a secret from everyone else but we were so excited about it all we couldnt do it.
We started buying things for our little boy and from then didnt seem to buy anything else other than baby things,it was great we were both looking forward to being a mummy and daddy so much,very excited.After nearly 3 years we were having the one thing we had both longed for.
Around 5/6 month mark we named our little boy Jayden,everything was going really well.At 30 weeks i went for one of my routine growth scans.All was good they said he was average size and was doing very well.The weeks seemed to fly by.At 32 weeks we had an anti-natal at the doctors.We heard our little boys heartbeat,which was so strong and the doctor said he was lying in the right position for the amount of weeks i was which was great news.
Our 4th scan soon came round,we only had 5 weeks left untill we would meet our little boy.We often sat together wondering who he would look like!?.On 20th August we arrived at hospital so excited about seeing how much our boy had grown.We hadnt been waiting long before we got called in.I lay on the bed with Andy sat beside me.They started scanning me,but something didnt seem right to all the other times before.Nobody was saying anything.Was there something wrong we both thought?.I had to turn onto my side and still everyone was silent,then the man said that baby was lieing in a very funny position and was going to get a second opinion.Straight away in the back of my mind i thought something was wrong but on the other hand this was our first little baby.our little boy,nothing could be wrong.Then a lady came in,she looked at the screen for a few seconds and confirmed our worst fears.Our little boy had no heartbeat.We both burst into tears and just couldnt believe what was happening.Not us,not our little boy.
Sunday 23rd August seemed like forever to come round.Around 9.30am we got the phone call to go into hospital.I kept telling myself i would wake up soon and all this would just be a bad dream.We both prayed we would get to the hospital and it was all a big mistake.The journey seemed to take forever it was all a daze.We arrived and was showed to my room on the "forget me not" ward.I met my midwife who was really nice and they left me for about half an hour.I had lots of blood taken and they explained to me what was going to happen.I had 3 tablets and was told it could take upto 12 hours for anything to happen.but around an hour after,i statred to have really bad pains in my back which seemed to get worse and worse.My midwife said i was having contractions,it was all happening so quick and before i knew it it was 5.45pm the time our precious little boy was born after only 3hours and 45 minutes of labour.They took Jayden away to dress him and see if there was anything they could see which could of caused this to happen.shortly after they brought him back and i held him.I was holding our little boy who was so beautiful.His skin so pink and soft,with mummys nose and daddys lips,our little boy,hes so perfect.
Although Jayden Andrew was "born still" he was STILL BORN and remains a BIG part of our lives.He will never be forgotton and lives on in our hearts forever.There isnt a minute goes by where we dont think of our special little boy.
There are no words that can describe the way we feel having our little boy taken from us so soon,only that heaven now has a very special angel.
Mummy and daddy send you endless kisses and cuddles.We love you with all our hearts today,tomorrow and forever.Miss you angel.xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx
Daddy please don't look so sad,
mummy please don't cry
"cause i am in the arms of jesus
and he sings me lullabies."
Please,try not to question God,
don't think he is unkind
don't think he sent me to you,
and then he changed his mind.
You see,i am a special child,
and im needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
find the brightest star thats gleaming,
thats my halos brilliant light.
Your'l see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
Thats me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
thats me,I'll be there
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing
and your heart feels a little tug,
thats me I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So daddy,please don't look so sad,
mummy don;t you cry.
I'm in the arms of jesus
and he sings me lullabies.
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Tributes For Week Commencing 17th January
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FOR MONDAY
Your gentle face and patient smile
With sadness we recall
You had a kindly word for each
And died beloved by all.
FOR TUESDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day,
That we do not think of you.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure...
FOR THURSDAY
You are not forgotten loved one
Nor will you ever be.
As long as life and memory last
We will remember thee.
FOR FRIDAY
After Glow
I'd like the memory of me
To be a happy one.
I'd like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done.
I'd like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days
I'd like the tears
Of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun
Of happy memories that I leave
When life is done.
FOR SATURDAY
I'm Free
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took His hand when I heard Him call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I found that peace at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship started, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish you the sunshine to tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savoured much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me
God wanted me now; He set me free.
FOR SUNDAY
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not here to see...
If the sun should rise and find your
Eyes filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today...
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you...
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand...
That Jesus came and called my name,
And took me by the hand.
He said my place was ready
In Heaven far above...
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart...
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.
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……………Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
………….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Aunty Tae Tae's Boy
Hello my beautiful nephew....sorry i havnt been to visit you for a while..no excuses...but i think of you everyday...you are always my baby nephew & i will be forever sorry i never held you but promise i will hold you in my heart forever and look after your mummy and daddy...i think u sent them a special gift with your sister/brother & i know u will live on in him/her.
sweet dreams precious...
love n huggles Aunty Tae
A poem mummy wrote xx miss you Jayden xx
We are a Mummy and Daddy.
I gave birth and we bonded too.
The only difference being,our special baby grew wings and flew.
But NO,our baby's not gone,
Jayden live's on and on.
Look up at the sky at night and you will see him shinning so bright.
Ja...yden you are so perfect.
Ten tiny fingers,ten tiny toes and a cute little button nose.
Whatever did happen to you??
Nobody knows.
You will always be our first baby boy,
Who brought together sadness and joy.
We hold you forever in our hearts,that way we never are apart.
Jayden,our kisses for you are never-ending.our cuddles and love ever-lasting.
So people even though our baby grew wings and flew.
Please remember,we are still a mummy and daddy too!!
Missing you so much
Hiya Jayden,im missing you so much.Daddy has gone back to work now and i don't know what to do with myself.I do know that you should be here keeping me busy!.We move into our new house soon which will be great but there's just one thing that will be missing...you!! I would give anything to have you back with us,we waited so long for you and it just seems so cruel for you to be taken away from us.We love you more than anything Jayden and hold you in our hearts so tightly and will do forever.Love you always xxxxxx
From me Aunty Tae to you baby Jay xxxxx
My precious nephew up above,
Aunty Tae sends her love.
I think about you everyday,
will the pain ever go away?
One things for sure
you will always be
my first precious nephew
Jayden - so special to me
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To our precious little angel
Mummy and daddy are missing you so much.We are trying so hard to be strong but its so difficult,we want you here with us so much why does the world have to be so cruel taking you away from us like this.We would give anything to have you back here in our arms.We have some lovely pictures off you,you are so beautiful Jayden.Would give anything to see your first smile,hear your first word,see you take your first steps,everything.We guess there must be some sort of reason why you were taken away from us,that reason we do not yet know? We just want you to know there isnt a minute goes by where we dont think of you and wish you here with us.We love you so very much and you live on in our hearts.sending you never ending kisses and cuddles angel. love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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